Something has changed and I won't be able to go back to the way it was before. I'm in a period of increased mental awareness and am learning things that can help me better express my unique individuality. As clever as I may be now, I shouldn't fall into the trap of thinking that cool logic is more important than my intuitive feelings.
Something has indeed changed in my life, that something is me. Dexter is now old news, I have feelings simmering away beneath the cucumber cool exterior. Random emotions and feelings that aren't anger or frustration or resentment flash intermittently into my days. It feels good.
